brehs....i know ya'll gonne roast me for this....but i think i may have fukked up.
so me and this shorty been vibin. Nasty lil freak. Spits and everything. Well last week she wanted to fukk and we walked to get some condoms from da nearby convenience store but they didn't have any....and i wanted to buy a certain kind...so i said no biggie, we'll pick it up next week when i'll have some condoms. (maybe in hindsight i shud've fukked)
well tonight i was gonne go link her at her spot, buy condoms and everything....so before i was gonne go over...she hit me with a wall of text talkin about how we she ain't sure she wants to fukk tonight and how she been reflectin and shyt and wants to take things slow and if that was my main reason for coming to let her know.
so i played it off like it was nothin and how i wanted to just chill...but then she got deeper and was like how she didn't want me to come all the way there and feel like i wasted my time and shyt.
anyways....i told her i ain't tryna pressure her and stuff and that i am gonna kick back tonight and give her space. I also said that, i'd be lyin to you if i said i wasn't thinkin about comin thru to chill and fukk around and it'd be hard not to. She said we could but that she wasn't ready to fukk just yet...atleast not tonight. She also acknowledged that she is actin very emotional/weird and i ain't tryna be around that right now.
so part of me thinks its cuz her time of the month is right around the corner...but the other part of me is like
she said she was disappointed i wasn't comin but said she understands. Asked when we gonne link and i said sometime next week i guess.
my problem here is...the switch up. I hate it when girls switch up. Almost kills all my attraction towards em. Like how u go from wantin to fukk last week to sayin u wanna take things slow this week?
maybe cuz i give off the vibe that all i wanna do is fukk especially since i always wanna come to her spot and not go out like before?
this is also broad that in the past fukked around. She was on tinder for months and shyt, drinks, parties, has alot of guy friends, etc.
Mentally i'll try to ride it out...but i don't know. My actions unconsciously might sabotage things before i get a chance.
she also told her fams about me
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we bouta blow and im finna blow her back out
They really think they entitled to my vagina facts. 
