Been dating the past few months and I learned some things about myself
1. Im actually handsome gang
- I never thought that i was ugly but I never thought that I was attractive either. Thought the word handsome was reserved for family members calling you that. I didnt realize its a word women use frequently in the dating world
2. I have a lot of things these women want
- The "strong" independent women that get their dating advice from tik tok been in shambles when we meet in person. The whole 6 figure, 6 certs, 6 ft that we joke about on the coli is some what legit out here lol. Its not the end all be all but it does help. But they expect me to be arrogant, but when they don't get that they are perplexed and don't know what to do with me

3. Realizing the first two has me playing this game on offense
- I feel like I'm playing 5 vs 1 out here but im the team with 5 Steph Currys going up against Rudy Gorbert. These women are actually chasing me after the first date. I've actually had women tell.me that they can't mess with me because they are intimidated or they think I have multiple women..which I do atm because im dating...
4. There are some great women out here though
- I've met some pretty good women, that really want to find a good man. There is a clear difference between the women that want to establish and grow a relationship vs those that just want a relationship because they are entitled to one
5. I've been out with all types of women...
- Tall, short, thick, skinny, fat, black, spanish, asian, influencers, rich, etc....and the one I like the most has the worst body out of everyone but I rock with her heavy for some reason. I've always liked people that are down to earth and thats her
I cut my roster down a bit over the weekend but man the dating game has me burnt out

I pretty much had sex with a different woman every night and im tired. Mentally this is exhausting but nothing really looks promising besides the oncologist (the girl with the eh body) that I'm talking to but I have to be sure I would still be able to be turned on by her body as bad as that sounds...
Also lol there's this one woman I was feeling for years. Everything about her I liked but I knew that she was in a relationship and so was I during that time. She works at a sports bar from time to time and I got her number....
Why is she only 23

what am I supposed to to do with her as a 40 year old man