Real talk. I have kept on making this mistake with this one girl. And most of the time it was me initiating conversation. I hit her with long ass replies, telling her my deepest emotions. We were involved for around a year, and it has lingered on for a couple years since then until now.
In reality, she was mostly interested in mind games and power plays, when I just wanted that genuine connection. Everything was a massive L with this girl. Brehs, I'm talking about losing dignity. It's pretty shameful. Telling her how much I loved her when she couldn't give less of a fukk.
It's tough when the only women you've loved have said they don't want to be with you.
That shyt crushes your self-worth.
But it'll get better brehs, it'll get better.
I'm going to disengage from women - minimize mental and emotional energy on that shyt. And instead, focus on myself, better myself, get all my shyt up to the right levels.