That weird ass chick who popped up again messaged me this
I never even was in a relationship with her
I smashed like 5 times and she wanted more and I said no
I deleted her number months ago and never uttered another word to her till she popped up yesterday
,.....
Honestly,bcz you supported me during my most difficult times (job searching & my father illness)Ive come to realise that I have a soft spot for you. When im weak, I tend to turn to you. First weeks of knowing you, i thought maybe Ive found true love, But ultimately you’ve shown times without number that you do not measure up to qualities I seek for the father of my children, and deep in my spirit I know I can never truly count on you to be the man that I need. Yes, i have thought about you, but i know now & cant deny that for me you fall short in vital areas, like never giving up, being man of your word etc. At some point I had hopes that someday you will deserve my love, but not out of pride nor that im perfect but because of what ive seen, you did not deserve a woman like me. You might not know it yet, but someday when you’ve met dated several other people it will dawn on you.
Like all my failed relationships, I realize I would need to delete all, emails/contacts/anything that connects me to you and completely shut that door, as it is my policy that mingling with failed opportunities is living in the past/and missing out on your present.I intend to delete your info(maybe end of the day/when im ready & strong enuff to do it)just need to set my head to it so I can stand firm on my decision
Heading to the doctors office/ couldnt sleep, coughing all night. Im free if you wanna talk
This is the same chick now asking me for money





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