For what??? you aint got no males around you to hang out with? you sound like a nikka whose lonely and without options. I think DEEP down you KNOW you want more from this chick and your ego and pride wont let you accept that L and move. you are in denial and hoping that with time she's gonna catch feelings for u and see how much of a catch you are. well, goodluck. Just dont come here crying when that nikka she's simping for calls her up and fukks her again and then she starts neglecting your lil 'friendship'