Ya .. Probably it's the lack of experience on my end, maybe she felt I was too needy with the texting too much.
I just don't know why I feel bothered about it, like I just got dumped.

and I barely even know this chick.
shrugs unto the next one.
the reason it bothers you is because no one likes getting rejected, it makes you feel inadequate, am I ugly, what did I do wrong, am I to skinny, to fat, did I say something stupid. IN reality it doesn't matter if a chick is into you, you can be ugly, you can say something dum, you can be to skinny or to fat she can't fight her attraction. So why waste your time and worry?
Like I said i don't tailor myself to different women, every women is just getting me reincar.
SOme women love texting all the time, others hate it. The next chick you deal with may love it.
IF there is one thing I've learned through all these years is be yourself. I told you about my bc escapade, i think I even showed you a picture. I even told her that I'm shy awkward and don't even talk alot before I met her, and that I never make the first move. And well that's exactly how I was and she loved it, she even made the first move
I'm never changing myself for a woman who may not even be here for long, think of all the women in your life who have been their the longest they love you for you (your mom, grandma, family, maybe close female friends you grew up with) you don't have to act a certain way to impress them, so why would you for some random thot why would you morph into some character to get her to like you all for some puzzy? Puzzy is everywhere, if a chick doesn't like me for me SHRUGS i'll sleep fine at night like always