She responds to all my messages. That's not the issue. I just got insecure and said something about it and I felt stupid. I start to "doubt" girls interest in me from time to time over the stupidest shyt and that stems from a scarcity of options on my part. She already said when I come to JP that she's coming to my hotel room with me and she already talked about sex with me and yadda yadda. My issue is me feeling like "

You probably say that to other guys too!" even though she tells me she doesn't talk to other guys the same way I do. I don't want to talk myself out of p*ssy because I've done that several times already. I get too emotionally invested into these chicks. I think what made me like that was about a week ago(a week ago!) we was on Skype chatting and while I was talking to her she just started tearing up out the blue. I was like

and she just said she wish she was with me in my room. I was like

inside but on the outside i was like

but since then I started to feel funny like "

Is she really in love with me??

....

Maybe that's just now, she probably talk to other nikkas the same way!" She's introduced me to her mom, sis and grandma on camera but they think I'm just her english language exchange friend.
shyt sucks man.