I did it brehs;

I'm officially #GMB.
I believe in a rhythm in life and I have no track record that makes me think ill find a wife.
It's been a week of seriously feeling like "why? why me?" and feeling like marriage only works as a concept, in my life.
I do want to work on being less selfish. I'm not gonna live life as a big kid. I'm too blessed not to share time/money.
But, I cannot realistically see myself married the right way. I can see myself gettin sprung, though. Thankfully, I have my Dad to straighten me up if I slip.