Just saw this married woman in my gym kiss her trainer on the lips
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Just saw this married woman in my gym kiss her trainer on the lips.
I hear that.
Monday I asked for her friends number bc she works near me, she said I could drop the stuff off and I told her "no I'm not messing with her anymore bc she made me feel like trash. She threw me away.
Then she called me and was like "I'll come over now" and I said "no I gotta leave" then went on about how she made me feel, then she tried to respond and I hung up. Then she started to text my phone like crazy for an hour, and finally gave me her friends number. I texted her friend, and then texted her bc she said I wanted to hurt her, and I didn't.
We talked, she decided to come get the book that evening, and we spoke about feelings and then moved on to talk about other stuff.
She keeps repeating "we're not getting back together" before and after we had sex, but was in cahoots with getting coffee, and we spoke on the phone for 30 minutes last night.
I feel like I need to fall back, especially since I came in her 2 days ago, but my emotions were tripping on me making me feel like I need to text her "I'm sorry I said stuff to hurt your feelings...emotional burnout, etc"
But again I know I need to fallback so I can get my own emotional burn out taken care of.
So I been messing with this shorty on the island who has an “open” relationship. I normally wouldn’t entertain a situation like this but her man lives on mainland Portugal. I hit it a few times and she done went full blown freak on me. She talking about me hitting raw, threesomes, etc. I just think about her man and I’m likeDamn man. These are truly savage lands out here.
Just saw this married woman in my gym kiss her trainer on the lips.
Too late called her got no answer. But imma chill and take some me timebreh never believe half of what a woman tells you.
dont text her none of that, whatever you think you should be doing, DO THE OPPOSITE
Too late called her got no answer. But imma chill and take some me time
u gonna do the threesomes
okay, but how am I doing myself a great disserviceGet out of your feelings man. You’re not using your head and doing yourself a great disservice. And if you’re not gonna listen to the advice from people in here, who have been to hell and back, why even post your story?
And how do I get out of my feelings?Get out of your feelings man. You’re not using your head and doing yourself a great disservice. And if you’re not gonna listen to the advice from people in here, who have been to hell and back, why even post your story?
And how do I get out of my feelings?
You're right. For myself out here looking brokenUse your head. You know what you need to do. You say you’re gonna fall back, but then you don’t. What do you think is gonna happen with you baring your heart and soul to this woman? It makes you look pathetic. That’s not me trying to be an a$$hole. Just letting you know what it is. She’s not answering your calls so that let’s you know where she stands. Take the hint breh.
You're right.
I dont, I needed someone to put their foot in my ass and be blatant bc it's the first time I've went through a breakup like this.I don’t know how old you are so please don’t think I’m trying to be condescending. What I realized is that as a man, you have to be willing to make hard choices and stick with them. Nobody and I mean nobody respects an indecisive man. This goes for your personal and professional life.