Yeah man, that's exactly what I've been doing. Trying to get more consistent at the gym, doing a lot more artwork, trying to get my brain right, etc. My cousin once told me after some chick rejected e (basically) "Could of been blessing. She might of brought you nothing but grief for all you know...." I always try and remind myself that the p*ssy factory is not closing anytime soon. i think what I need to do is just start putting myself in places/positions to be around more women; but at the same time I don't want to make it my main concentration. That's actually a good analogy. Plus, I'm not really that picky of dude; whatever gets the juices running is a go, no matter what color/creed/size...
I always felt there wasn't, but at the same time I always had this thing where females won't respect you or look at you crazy because of it. Like "Whats wrong with HIM, how you only had one gf and only fukked with 2 women?" Stupid shyt like that.....or they'll act like they can; but never fukk with YOU.
Basically what I want is....PRACTICE. In other words, an ACTUAL DATING LIFE. I don't even really have to juggle a bunch of females (though it's very practical to do nowadays), I could just go one at time. To put it simply, I'd like to get all (if not most) of it out of my system, and that may take a while.....
I'm not necessarily against having something more serious, but the way my life is set up, idk if it would be a good move.....