man it does i cant lie it changed me the first girl i fell in love with changed me for life and left her scar on my heart. i became an @sshole
before that i was 80% nice 20% @sshole
now im at least 50% @sshole ( even higher due too health issues so im moody

) hate too say it. she made me never trust a female 100% again no matter who im with and never fall so deep in love u lose common sense of who you are
on the brighter side i tolerate less shyt from them too and quick too throw em in the bushes
i know right now im married and its different so i dont toss her in the bushes i just dont pay her any attention when she pisses me off or doesnt listen
damn first love had me on some cloud 9 shyt i was on the biggest simp level i ever have been in my life and it was like i couldnt help myself and i knew what i wanted too stop but couldnt
she even had me apologizing on issues that werent my fault wtf kind of shyt is that
but due too her hurting me it changed me for the better and the worse but most of all it made me open my eyes too reality and im thankful for that part at least