Thank you for your email and apology.
With that said, i apologize for anything i said as well. I was angry, and retaliating against what you were saying because it really hurt. I've never said anything like that to you before, and i probably shouldn't have - because that is not me.
I honestly just wish you would talk to me if i did something that upsets you rather than doing what you do. Go quiet, not say anything to me, drift away, then get other people involved. I am not perfect and in this life i am only learning.
If you are feeling used in anyway by me, for that i am extremely sorry because that was never my intention. Regardless when you have said i am not your friend etc, i dont believe that is true. You were one.of the best people that has ever come.into my.life, along with your family ...and for this relationship to end is actually killing me.
Even though i may act like i dont care, i really do. Im not the best at relationships, in any form, or showing.people i care b/c of how i was raised. Its like im detached.from the world, i dont know...
In the end it is ultimately your decision, and what you need to do for yourself is probably the best. Just kills me that we wont.be seeing you again. Mostly for my son. He looks as you and your family like family - as do i. He asks for.you guys all the time and it really hurts to tell him no. When he draws pictures he.draws all of.us... he really loves you guys.
Im not going to get into anything else, just know i am truly sorry.
And as for.the money i owe you -
The loan, i will start paying you back next month as much as i can...
can please let me know if that is okay?
With that said,
Thanks for everything you have ever done for us - i wish i could have shown you.
Take care
the simps fukking this site up letting everyone in
when chicks do this shyt.
though. It ain't funny when it happens to you but seeing it demonstrated is just hilarious. 
WTF are we even arguing about here??
