For you are a mist that appears for a little time and then vanishes - James 4:14
Time sure does fly, just seems like yesterday was *insert year*, it almost feels like I can just blink my eye and look at up the calendar and a week or a month is just gone - na na na na hey hey goodbye. So yes, time is way way way too precious to waste because once it's gone it's gone!!!
And if there is one thing I do not like to do at all is to waste the time of anyone nor have anyone waste mine.
Storytime
Recently I semi slipped up, as someone who never ever looks back. I looked back and contacted someone from my past and from my past I mean a good ten years go. Oops my bad yes I make mistakes, should have never done this - I guess I was bored/curious/lonely (edit all of these are horrible excuses) and it took really no effort finding someone in that umm line of work. So gasp shockingly I am remembered, ah my old monosyllabic awkward self is always remembered....
Anyways we communicate back and forth for a while and ah yep there it is, "I always thought of you throughout the years" and other trying to draw me in drivel so to speak. In all honesty, I had no ulterior motives or intention in breaking almost a decade of silence - I slipped up and this is on me. So I had to be honest and "friendzone" (I hate that phrase) so to speak. Yeah of course I could have strung along, lied, lowered my standards, however I already knew it would not be going anywhere so why waste my time or hers.
Stringing along, playing with individuals emotions instead of being honest, instilling hope are all examples of wasting someone's time. Now if you are honest to them and they continue to languish around well meh.
And on the other side we have the languishing ah the unrequited love staying in the friendzone/shadow hoping for an opportunity to be promoted, individuals staying in horrible relationships, individuals being friends with an ex when they want more than friendship. Individuals dealing with "someone who has shown you who they are" but are giving chances after chances hoping they will change. Individuals who settle to avoid being alone, individuals who are options and never priorities...etc. etc.
All of these and many more are time wasters, you look at the calender and its 2011 and before you know it the calendar now reads 2015 and you are stuck in the exact same situation just that now 4 years that are impossible to get back have passed. Instead of perhaps being with the right person/right situation for you, all that time was spent being with the the wrong person and stuck in wrong situation. And that's not even the worst of the worst as you may spend months or even years recovering after the fact when you finally remove yourself from that person/situation. However I say it's never to late to sever the ties and embrace life, continually use your time wisely for the valuable commodity that it is - focus on the good and never waste your valuable time on someone who does not treat you with respect or doesn't feels the same way you do about them. Because ain't nobody got time for that.
...breh youll be a 10 minute WALK from where I currently work ...5 minute drive from where i live.
type broads walk by when i was waiting.
i'm not gonna contact when i'm done packing my stuffs tho
