No homo in advance but i need some advice brehtren about sex.
So yesterday me and my girl decided to go on air bnb and get us a room in a house instead of hotel which was nice. Everything was going well until after we had sex. Mind you it was our first time doing it together. She said that the sex was good but it wasn't what she expected. So, now im confused like "What do you mean"?
She then said "Dont get me wrong, it was good but I couldnt feel shyt".
"Im just not used to this"
"I Wanted you to pound my shyt"
Im like
It wasnt like I was stroking her like an old ass man lol. I was giving it to her and managed to Stay hard the entire time but I did go on autopilot at times just so I can last longer. We also did foreplay beforehand. I used a condom but I dont like em because sometimes it make my shyt go soft.
Then i heard her whispering to a homegirl on the phone in the bathroom. I didnt hear the Conversation though.
Im like Damn you gotta tell her our Business smh. I got my nut and was satisfied. I did what I had to do
It just makes it seem like theres something wrong with me. Lowkey it got me thinking that she used to fukking bigger guys 8-12in. Im on the average side of the game and im content with that. I cant do nothing about it. Thats what i was born with.
But It sorta put me on notice to see what can I do better. She just chalked it up to trying a different Position Next time.
She ended up giving me head later in the night and no Problems...no problems until I got on my phone and played a Quick game of Spades
She started bytching about that saying that I disrespected her.
What I can't lay down, get head and play Spades on my phone?
Idk brehs...Im really feeling this chick but Damn
She's in a good Mood now, just dropped me off but Im still thinking about last night. I feel a lil insecure now.