idle time usually is what gets folks. Gives your mind time to wonder then next thing you know you start making bad/impulsive decisions whether its sex or the over consumption of things.
First step is find ways to fill your time with doing something + also get comfortable with being solo. While doing this you will come to discovery what you actually want.
Getting comfortable with being solo definitely took me some time, it still does get to me. But, usually that gets triggered by something shytty happening beforehand


They crazy man.
