Its so hypocritical when a chick that has outstanding red flags and issues is the one to say your not good enough to date because you have flaws. She told me that I was too damn slow for her but she ain't that sharp either. Am I'm the smartest muthafukker in the world? Nah, but I know for a fact that I am even tho I don't always display it due to my goofiness and having a slight stuttering problem. Despite that, I still have high confidence in myself.
This chick and others like her think they can easily get by with their attractiveness alone without having any other redeemable qualities except good sex. I expect more from a woman than just that....Then the issue becomes that I'm setting standards way too high and I shouldn't because I'm a nobody with no money, no job, no whip, no college degree, no certs, no mansion. nothing except good looks nh. But they can get any man they desire based on looks and a nice body without having shyt.
I never was the one to rely on all that shyt....I always relied on me the person and my fun, unique personality. Now can having all those things help? Sure. That's why I'm working on trying to get my shyt together now....not just to get more bad bytches, but to be happy and have a better life so I wont struggle.
Now I'm starting to ramble lol but I'm getting to the point of not really giving a fukk about these chicks. I mean, I haven't before but I used to hold out on hope of finding my true match. I'm way too much of a dreamer and thats my problem. I come to terms that I might not find one this day & age.
But I'm still real young so why should I worry about all that now? when I can just focus on more important things right?
So true breh.
