we've all been there man, glad u seen the light and went towards it!when you come to the realization that the girl you thought you loved stopped making you happy a long time ago, but you stayed because you thought it would get better, but it doesn't. She does the bare minimum and puts no effort to keeping things spicy, but she'll dress up and look good for everybody else but you. She sneaks off to have phone conversations, while you're in the bed waiting for her to come back and show some appreciation for all that you've done. You buy her gifts, you come to see her after work when you're dead tired, you try to do everything she ask for and yet it still doesn't seem like it's enough. Finally you lay next to her for the last time, realizing that you're no longer going to accept this, you deserve better, you're successful, and women would die to be with someone like you, you've even had women tell you that they didn't think they were good enough to be with you, so why are you suffering with your current girl who isn't even in the same playing field as you?. The next morning you wake up, hug her for the last time, and let her know that she will no longer see you again.
This was my life, thank God for this thread that woke me up out of that bullshyt years ago
how tall are u breh?
if her body still as bad as it was that night I'd be a funboy to not smash if its on the table but I aint got no expectations I really do need a hair trim my fro getting huge.
I said "yeah, I do, what is it to you? You trying to shame me into liking women that like sex.. I'm not with that feminist garbage...
" she laughed, I didn't. She said she watch it time to time so I said cool.. (looked at ESPN highlight) then she ask me "You want to go watch porn?" She said she was down. So we watched porn in my car. She was into scenes with Caramel. She watches anything. Told her I'm not watching no tranny, gay or any weirdo stuff. 
She told me cool but can she watch "anal"
I said yeah. She put on the bangbros pov with that Mike Dude that always eating chicks ass. I didn't know how to react cause she was really into watching it. She told me she likes that "clapping sound" when the chick is in a cowgirl position getting pounded. I told her that's cool. She said the also likes when dudes slap the chick. I'm told her "ok cool.." She told me to look to see if anyone was coming by the car cause there were cars parked by us. I told her no. 
I asked her how big were her t*ts, she told me they were a 34DD. So I felt up on her t*ts but that was it. Didn't make out with her or got intimate. I wasn't gonna mess with a chick I'm not into just cause she has a p*ssy. We continue to watch Brazilian porn and others but I was kinda annoyed that she left her I.D. at home. I drove her home, saw her at work and that was it. She asked if I was gonna do anything next week I said no clue. I need to find a chick that is attractive and into the stuff I like. This chick I do not like likes porn which I like. Life throwing me curve balls this is a sick joke. I refuse to settle for this. 
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