Thing is.... it’s not even the rejection that bothers me, and to be honest I don’t think i would get rejected for it, I’m not doing too bad for myself.
I might not have a professional career, but I’m doing ok.
What bothers me is me myself not having it for myself.
Like I need to be on even playing field as them or better, that’s what I mean.
It’s more of me thinking that I need to be way better than I am currently and feel like I have a career.
I don’t want to feel like I’m a kid when they’re younger than me.
It’s like I don’t need them to think they’re better than me, fukk that shyt, I wanna know I make good bread to shut that shyt down, I don’t play that shyt.
And you right, I’m not gonna let life slip away because I’ll be older and feel like I missed out.
I don’t care when people say don’t focus on women or whatever, they a hobby to me and for a time I actually put them on the backburner for years and had a chick I was dealing with, I finished some school up, but I feel I wasted my youth by doing that.
So now fukk that imma finesse these hoes!!
I gotta find a way to get this shyt together soon and make hella bread soon.
I might not have a professional career, but I’m doing ok.
What bothers me is me myself not having it for myself.
Like I need to be on even playing field as them or better, that’s what I mean.
It’s more of me thinking that I need to be way better than I am currently and feel like I have a career.
I don’t want to feel like I’m a kid when they’re younger than me.
It’s like I don’t need them to think they’re better than me, fukk that shyt, I wanna know I make good bread to shut that shyt down, I don’t play that shyt.
And you right, I’m not gonna let life slip away because I’ll be older and feel like I missed out.
I don’t care when people say don’t focus on women or whatever, they a hobby to me and for a time I actually put them on the backburner for years and had a chick I was dealing with, I finished some school up, but I feel I wasted my youth by doing that.
So now fukk that imma finesse these hoes!!
I gotta find a way to get this shyt together soon and make hella bread soon.
Just have some confidence man, and be proud of the fact that you have a plan for your life.
If a woman turns you down, or rejects you for who you are, then move on. Don't watch your life slip away





so there are genuinely good women out there

(she didn't say the new guy, im calling him the new guy cause hes new at our job)





Its a whole lot of info in numerous threads
