Few people know what love is.
Many women have told me they loved me none beside my mom and sister are still around.
The two women I told I love that are not my mom sistee or grandma I still do.
I remember after my ex fiancé is just be holed up at home reading relationship boards watching romantic movies, losing mad weight not even caring if I died or not.
But its true what people say there's a light at the end of the tunnel. I always say womenpve on much more easier because its easy for them to hop into bed or forge a new relationship withssomeone new or going out with the girls etc. For men your on your own.
The only thing that Still bothers me with both women I have loved is that I met them when they were both nothing, one I met she was a hs parents poor, struggled with English
Second I met broken home, unemployed , family didn't even care about her
And I molded them both into greatness and someone else reaped the finish product
My ex fiancé is now a professor at a university
And the second girl has a great career both thanks to me
But all you can do is sit back and watch as time goes, I used to social media stalk both of them every day back in the day always on my mind then one day you just don't care anymore
Yeah I'm at right about a year, and it still gets me like it was last month. I guess that's what real love will do to you....
I see a lot of dudes and chicks bounce back in less than a month and talk about "love of their life" and I'm like nahhhhhh. NO way, I'm still trying to shake back and its been a minute...
I mean I know everyone is different but when you lose the person you feel is "the one love" shaking back in a month or so I just can't see