I got on the scale last night. Turns out I weigh 190 lbs now 
I'm 6ft1, but I run 25-30 miles a week. Mind you, I haven't weighed myself in a few months and I ran a 1:37 half marathon in Oct that was mostly hills. I was 178 for five years. Before that, I was 161 for ten , including when I ran competitively in high school and in college. My half marathon time last month was actually better when I did one in Monterey six years earlier (when I was 161 lbs)
I don't feel
I fact, I feel stronger than I've ever been. Been feeling better later during a long run than I have in the beginning and my mile splits have been better than they have in years.
Then again, I think I'm really underestimating how strong I'm really am
All these years of trail running have paid off.

I'm 6ft1, but I run 25-30 miles a week. Mind you, I haven't weighed myself in a few months and I ran a 1:37 half marathon in Oct that was mostly hills. I was 178 for five years. Before that, I was 161 for ten , including when I ran competitively in high school and in college. My half marathon time last month was actually better when I did one in Monterey six years earlier (when I was 161 lbs)
I don't feel

Then again, I think I'm really underestimating how strong I'm really am
