I know this is hard to believe but I haven't messed with any broads for about 3 years literally and i just turned 27 a couple days ago. No texts, convos, etc.

which ironically was my last date. I'm a weird ass nikka so i used Tinder when it was first popping and got lucky with 3 thick/chubby girls which i wasn't really attracted to.
Went out with the first one for ice cream after work, she ghosted me after that then married some nikka in jail a year later

the 2nd one just wanted someone to fukk while her nikka was in jail

we smoked the first couple of days then when her roommates were gone I "attempted" to smash

my dikk was soft af so she got mad and fell asleep

she felt bad later, sucked me off then took me home. Tried again the next day to try to make it up but her roommates came back early so i dipped and got lost trying to find a way out her Apartment complex in the rain

got ghosted after that. The 3rd and final chick didn't want to fukk but kept sexting me

then said she wanted a relationship, i told her i just want a fwb then she was like "Goodbye"
And like a year before all this i took my co-worker to the Spaghetti Factory for my very first date

turns out it was a pity date set up by another coworker

which i pretty much figured after we got done eating when we were suppose to go to the movies, she hit me with "Sorry my brother just text me and he wants me to go to San Jose with him"

. bytch ghosted me and the job the next week with no notice
The funny thing is that i'm not really stressed about it. I mean at my age I should be more experienced than just those moments i've named above but i'm wired differently than most and really don't care for dating, love, relationships, getting married, kids etc.

and i use to get mad about that shyt too in school like "Why is _____ getting all the girls and i can't"

but i ended up like

it is what it is.
I mean I just spent 2 months losing 20+ lbs just by changing my diet and exercise everyday after getting lazy. I quit my job because they wouldn't give me a raise and it turns out they're closing in Jan 2017. Right now i'm learning Video Editing with the help of my sis who's studying film and plans to make an production company. Idk maybe i'll start traveling around the globe and end up meeting a crazy bytch who clicks with me

just my luck
Guess my rambling is over lol but for all the nikkas struggling with these women...
Don't worry about it