I’ve never lifted angry, no getting hype, screaming grunting, etc. Usually calm and focused.I used to joke about my body being built by hate cause of my situation and living in Jacksonville.
I was doing incredible things powered by pure hate for life and negative energy.
Now that I'm happier I can't find that place that anger and self hate and motivation to push weight I know I can push.
I have to learn to use positive energy to lift weight heavier than a Columbian connect and I honestly have no idea how to do that![]()
Correction: 1RM on Deads and I’m calling the weight a bytch
went back to flat ironing my hair after years of wearing it natural, but my curls might be due for a comeback, never had to choose between sweating and my hair back then


Instead of using Demonic Energy, the power of hatred and that inner darkness, he's tryna use the Sacred Energy like he wants to make the world a better place.








