It's so hard to picture a woman being attracted to me even though I've witnessed it.
It's cost me so much over the years. And now, I'm at a point in life wher damn near everyone else I know had graduated from college and I didn't so it's even harder now because I feel like such a loser.
Then there's the fact that I haven't had any sort of real relationship with a woman and it just adds up to a vicious cycle of doubt and low self-esteem.
I think it has a lot to do with my parents even though they meant well. My dad always taught me to do this, and have that, to have women, but nothing about self-love. He was only 19 when I was born so he was growing up too, but now he sees what he's done wrong.
The positive thing about this is that now I've actually identified what my issues are
But you still drink it from time to time don't you?
