@kevm3 @Emperor_ReinScarf
Also, I got fired from my gig 2 weeks ago so that's even more stress...or a blessing depending on how I attack it
Yea I feel you. I just have to literally stay busy from the time I wake up til I go to sleep. Once I let my mind wonder it's a wrap. I'm going to use this time to read more, write more, focus on my brand, my podcast etc, eat better just wash the old me off, feel me?
Regardless of what Yall say man I believe I can get her back. I just have some changing to do and I knew that for a while. In the 2 months there's been some progress. She went from hating me lol to busting it up with me. We kick it now and smoke, go eat and whatever.
It's just crazy. I feel like if it was REALLY over she would make it 100% known and she hasn't. It's almost like she just wants me to get some shyt together ...
I know one thing. Ima be in this thread all day every day lol this shyt is therapy.
Yea I feel you. I just have to literally stay busy from the time I wake up til I go to sleep. Once I let my mind wonder it's a wrap. I'm going to use this time to read more, write more, focus on my brand, my podcast etc, eat better just wash the old me off, feel me?
Regardless of what Yall say man I believe I can get her back. I just have some changing to do and I knew that for a while. In the 2 months there's been some progress. She went from hating me lol to busting it up with me. We kick it now and smoke, go eat and whatever.
It's just crazy. I feel like if it was REALLY over she would make it 100% known and she hasn't. It's almost like she just wants me to get some shyt together ...
I know one thing. Ima be in this thread all day every day lol this shyt is therapy.
Its hard man, as soon as you wake up thoughts of her. Throughout the day shes on your mind, that itching to check her facebook, instagram, twitter. But knowing if you do that it will set you back.
An idle mind will destroy you, i spent so much months just lying in bed doing nothing, checking her social media. Rotting away while she was out enjoying life NEVER AGAIN.
I know that hope man, like I said I've been there> hell my ex LIVED with me at one point after we broke up, she still lives just up the street from me even though we haven't talked in nearly two years.
Just because she enjoys hanging out with you, laughing, kicking it back doesn't mean anything man. Hate is the opposite of love. My ex enjoyed all that and more, she even begged and cried when I told her I no longer want to associate with her anymore.
It means nothing
What was the official Bomb that let you know it was a wrap?
@kevm3 @Emperor_ReinScarf
Man I'm even considering instead of always texting her my rants and venting Ima write that shyt down...like a journal and send it to her like every 2 weeks hahaha ... I'm losing my fukking mind
just because she may love you doesn't mean that she wants to be toegther etc.
@kevm3 @Emperor_ReinScarf
Man I'm even considering instead of always texting her my rants and venting Ima write that shyt down...like a journal and send it to her like every 2 weeks hahaha ... I'm losing my fukking mind