It seems like the best workout energy is when im very pissed off or sexually frustrated especially when i havent beat my meat in a minute. Its only been since Friday morning and I feel that anger growing. I rather feel like this now than beating my dikk 3 times a day and feeling tired and depressed. Im just vaping weed right now. I like jerking off but im trying to learn self control. Gonna do that with the weed to.
I had some fat food yesterday. shyt was good. About to indulge in some fruit eating today. Mango and watermelon.

watermelon is only going to make me feel worse downstairs. Still trying to work on healthier eating. Going to try to cut back on the sugar. Gonna be interesting this week. Going to go to the gym tomorrow. Chest and tricep tomorrow. Its been awhile. Tuesday gonna try to do jumprope at the gym or another form of cardio. I also want to get a mountain bike so i can go biking in the woods and random areas when i want to. I would go biking around my neighborhood if I had a bike. Havent written a bike in years. Its easy.
If this country doesnt go to shyt in the next couple of weeks, i hope to book swimming lessons. I want to learn how to swim so i can get a membership to a gym that has a swimming pool so i can get my michael phelps on. I wanna be good enough to do relay swimming for cardio